I DID IT!!!!!!!! With 40 minutes to spare, I completed my NaNoWriMo 2017 with 50,005 words. I could’ve written more, but I was VERY tired that night after writing over 4,000 words to finish. This… More
OH NO. I’VE HAD MY FIRST WITH LESS THAN 1,000 WORDS AND MY FIRST DAY WITH ZERO. But everything is okay because, fortunately, I had a few hundred words saved away and am not TOO FAR behind. Only a little behind.
Honestly, I’m not worried. Today (being the ZERO WORDS DAY) needed to be that way because it has been A Day. So I’m good. Rested and ready to tackle more words this weekend! I’m hoping to get a real nice buffer going this weekend so that Thanksgiving weekend, I don’t have to do too much writing if I don’t have to. I want to eat turkey and watch movies in peace without stress.
SO TO RECAP THE WEEK,
November 8th – 1,750
November 9th – 84
November 10th – 1,708
November 11th – 2,330
November 12th – 3,000
November 13th – 1,311
November 14th – 675
November 15th – 0
Total Weekly Words: 10,858
Where I Should Be: 25,005
Running Total: 22,597
Up/Down By: -2,408
NOT TERRIBLE. I’m doing GREAT compared to last year. Off to write—actually, sleep, but TOMORROW, we write!!!
The first week of NaNoWriMo 2017 is done and BOY HOWDY AM I DOING GREAT!
Last year, my first week was Not Great and I didn’t even reach the point where I should have been by the seventh day of November. But this year, I’m doing incredibly. I’ve had a few slip-ups where I didn’t quite reach the 1,667 for the day, but I’ve written every single day with at least 1,000 words and wrote the exact 1,667 (or over) for all but three of the days.
That’s really great! I’ve just surpassed where I should be for the first week, so as long as I’m not under, I’m very happy!
Book-wise, I’m loving this story a lot and can’t wait to dive back in each day.
Here’s the first week’s breakdown.
November 1st – 2,267
November 2nd – 1,830
November 3rd – 1,530
November 4th – 2,130
November 5th – 1,080
November 6th – 1,670
November 7th – 1,232
Total Weekly Words: 11,739
Where I Should Be: 11,669
And that’s that! Back to it, then!
TIME TO WRITE MORE MORE MORE!!!
It’s November, which means it’s National Novel Writing Month! This will be my 3rd year participating in attempting to write a 50,000 word novel in 30 days. The first year I attempted was years ago, one of the first years it ran, and I failed miserably. But then last year, I completed the challenge and had so much fun that I decided to do it again this year.
First of all, let’s talk about the book first. I brainstormed and outlined all of October. Thinking back on an idea for a short film I had a few months ago, I fell in love with the idea all over again and liked the idea of making that story into a novel instead. It’s a sci-fi road trip thriller that I’m very much obsessed with. It’s a weird, cool little thing that I can’t wait to start forming into an actual book.
In order to complete the 50,000 words again this year, I’ve come up with a strategy. Because I have three days a week more free than the rest, I want to try to write double the daily word count of 1,667 on those days to bulk up the word count just in case I’m unable to write for a day or two, especially wanting to do this in the first week. I struggled last year with that and ended up having to buckle down and crank out 13,000 words in a single day, going right down to midnight, just to hit 50,000 words. I don’t want to have to do that again, even if it was a little fun!
I’ll be posting once a week, every Wednesday with my progress and will recap at the end — hopefully saying that I completed this fun challenge again!
October is my favorite month of the year and it even became my favorite month of this year! I’ve been feeling great, being productive, loving the weather, getting back to my exercise and diet routine, and most importantly for this post, have been finding awesome things to enjoy.
Speaking of being healthy again, my Fitbit Alta band broke and for a few weeks, I had just put it in my pocket to count my steps. Sometime at the beginning of October, I ordered a set of six bands from a random brand on Amazon, hoping they’d fit (it was either $30 for a replacement or $12 for six off-brand replacements in different colors, so I went with the better deal) and I wasn’t disappointed. They fit perfectly, they came in six different colors and I even prefer the watch-style buckle to it rather than a snap. They’re really great and such a good deal.
Now, I’ve watched an episode of Tabletop hosted by Wil Wheaton on the Geek & Sundry channel on YouTube before—just one, the Cards Against Humanity episode a year or so ago—but I haven’t seen anymore than that until this month. And now I’ve binge watched more than two dozen episodes, have become obsessed with games again, and have bought two—The Resistance (have yet to play, you need five people and I never have that many people around???) and Sushi Go! (which I’ve now played several times and am obsessed with)—and I’ve put like a dozen games on my Christmas list for family members. I love the show, love games, love it all.
And one of those games, as I said, is Sushi Go! It’s the most adorable card game ever. You play like a sushi bar with a conveyer belt, passing your hand off to the person on your right, taking a new card to collect for points. It’s addicting and cute and I can’t even handle how much I love to play it. My sister and I played it for an hour literally yesterday and she’s now hooked. We’re playing again this weekend.
So, can I have a game I never played as a favorite? Because I am. I love this game. I’ve yet to play it, but I own it and as soon as I can wrangle four other people to play with me, I will play it and love it and revel in it. Because I’ve watched so many videos of people playing this game (shoutout to Tabletop again and JKParty on YouTube) and have become obsessed with The Resistance. It’s a game in which the entire group are but two (or more depending on the amount of players) people were actually given spy cards. Through a series of missions with failures and successes indicated by secret voting, either the red spies win or the blue loyal Resistance members will win—no one but the spies knows who each other are, so by bluffing and discussing, the players try to out the spies and choose only Resistance members to go on the missions. I’ve seriously never been more excited to play a game than I am with the Resistance.
The Magicians by Lev Grossman
I’ve watched the Syfy show The Magicians since it aired last January and fell in love with it. It’s on my top ten favorite shows list, easily. It’s cool and fun and insane. But the book? Boy howdy, it’s ten times better. But in a different way. It’s Book Better where the show is TV Better. They are equal in goodness by their own category. Because really, they’re two different things and I’ve never seen an adaptation be so perfectly different that I enjoy both. It’s usually one or the other. (Possibly because I’ve seen the show before I read the books? Who knows?) Anyway, I wish I’d found this book while in high school (it had just been publish while I was there) because it would’ve become my favorite book. Easily, I know, this trilogy would’ve become what Fillory and Further is to Quentin in the books. I very much see myself in Quentin, which is a rarity for me. I’m not used to being able to so perfectly identify with a main character. I don’t just love this book, it’s my favorite book. It, for the first time in a long time, has taken the top spot on my list of favorite books. And it very well be one of the very few books that I reread over and over in my lifetime.
And those were my favorites of October!
I’ve seen several times articles or thoughts about adults reading YA books. That doing so is weird, or that some read them because they’re “easier plots” or “simpler reads,” or for a bunch of other reasons, some positive, most negative. Reading YA when not a teen has a stigma attached to it, as if a True Adult shouldn’t stoop down to read such “childish things.” (This, I find ridiculous. I read just as many adult books as I read young adult books—there are plenty of “easier plots” or “simple reads” in the adult book range and plenty of complex plots and difficult reads in young adult.)
For me, there’s one major reason why I read young adult: I like it. Another reason is, I write a lot of young adult so I read a lot of young adult. But aside from those, there are two factors into why I still read young adult. The first being…there’s a lot of books out in the world. To be more specific, there’s a lot of young adult books out in the world.
By that I mean, I never, ever, ever, ever could have read every young adult that had ever been published in the seven years I was a teenager. Not even just the ones that interested me—I love fantasy and sci-fi and paranormal and dystopia and contemporary and most in between. And because as time goes on, there are just more of them. Sure, a few fall into the chasm of lost books that no one cares about anymore because NEW SHINY BOOKS arrive all the time, but for the most part, books stay on the shelf. Books are there forever once they’re out. The pile of young adult books to choose from just grows and grows. So every year, each new batch of teenagers has even more young adult books to choose from than the last had.
And with the boom of young adult in the last few decades, this is the case for me:
I’m not a fast reader. I own a lot of books. I own a lot of young adult books. And I still haven’t read them all. I likely won’t ever read them all (thought I’d like to at least read the ones I own). To attest to that point, I have a young adult trilogy that I’ve wanted to read since high school but haven’t gotten around to it yet. And it’s not because I don’t want to read that trilogy anymore. I’ll still read them once I’m in the mood, someday, I’m sure. It’s not because I lost interest in them over time so that now they sit on my shelves collecting dust—like so so so much dust, I seriously need to clean my shelves. The reason I haven’t read them is because…I just haven’t yet. Because there’s just so many books, y’all and I’m a slow reader. I always add to my TBR, young adult and adult and anything I find. There’s just more and more and more of them, all the time. So of course, I couldn’t have read them all while being a teen. So I continue reading those YA books I wanted to read then, now as an adult.
And a lot of those YA books I own, still unread? They’re the first fews books of a series that are still being published.
That’s the second factor. That’s the big one for me.
Cassandra Clare’s Shadowhunters books. Sarah J Maas’s Throne of Glass books. The Shades of London series by Maureen Johnson. Maggie Stiefvater’s The Raven Cycle. All books that I started reading (or I now own but came out during the time) while I was between the ages of thirteen and nineteen and didn’t finish (or in many cases have yet to finish) until after my teenage years.
I’m now twenty-four. I started reading Cassandra Clare’s mega-series Shadowhunters when I was fifteen or sixteen (the optimal age for those books) and I’ll be thirty when the last trilogy starts being published (according to her estimated release dates she’s posted). THIRTY. I’ll be the age Cassandra Clare was when she started writing the books three years before City of Bones came out in 2007. THIRTY. And you bet, I’ll be reading them. Because I love that world, I like those books, and I want to see it to the end.
And look at Harry Potter. There are legions of adult fans who read them as children/teens and still reread them, still pass them down to other adult friends to read for themselves or to their kids. People started reading Harry Potter at different times in their lives, and the books came out over several years, so there were loads of people finally reading the last book at adult ages. I didn’t even read Harry Potter until I was in high school, years after Deathly Hallows had come out.
Also, when I like an author’s writing or world or whatever, I stick with them. I’ll read anything by my favorite author Victoria Schwab, whether she writes young adult or adult, until I die and I can’t read them or she dies and can’t write them. I started reading her books out of high school (when I had just turned twenty) and started with her young adult books, then with her adult books. But if I had been a teenager while first discovering her, nothing would have changed. I still would’ve continued to read whatever she put out while going into adulthood. I didn’t just think, “Oh, I’m an adult now, I need to stop reading those books even though I love them and love the author.” Because that’s ridiculous.
Seven years between thirteen and nineteen is not a lot of time to discover all the young adult books available. And to stop reading them just because you turn twenty would be silly. And that’s not even mentioning the people who started reading young adult books at the age of thirty or fifty and love them. All of it is great. Read what you want and read it without shame.
Maggie Stiefvater posted a great thread today on Twitter (which is the reason I started thinking about this topic today) that I like. I think there may be an even deeper reason to why adult adults (the people who started reading young adult at thirty or fifty) gravitate toward YA. This is an interesting take on the topic, I agree with it. But I think the vast majority (as you can see from even her poll at the start of the thread) are freshly adult adults. Her first books came out when those 18-24 years olds were young teens. The first Raven Cycle book came out when those 18-24 years olds were 13-19 (and her first YA books were published much earlier than that, which likely led people to the Raven Cycle books to begin with). They probably followed her as a writer and continued to read her books from teenhood to adulthood, as I think is most common, and is exactly as I did.
The point I’m trying to make is that there’s this weird “mystery” to why so many adults read young adult books and it’s really not that big of a mystery. Young people still read them after phasing into adulthood. It’s really as simple as that.
(I very well could be wrong. I don’t have any data to back me up. This is just an opinion post.)
It’s sort of hard to believe that 2017 is nearly over already. We’re at the point where autumn is starting, the holidays are coming soon, and before we know it – it’ll be 2018. A weird, weird thought.
With my goals, this third quarter of the year has been both great and terrible. I’ve been working on my goals much better by breaking them up by month, but saw them suffer a greatly in the months where they weren’t the focus. I’m hoping I’ll be able to find a balance. Also, two thirds of this quarter was a part of one of the busiest summers of my life. I’ve a lot of catching up to do by the end of the year.
Design & Illustration
I’ve not been doing great in this category. Though I’ve been doing some freelance work, I haven’t been able to do what I want with design just yet. As for illustration, I’ve all but stopped doing every day sketching (which I miss and want to do more of again) and I haven’t done many full illustrations, either. I wanted to do one a week (or at least 50) but I haven’t done many more than the last check in. But it’s okay. I’m going to work harder and make more of an effort to reach my goals. And with having more time now that summer is over, it’ll be all okay.
I’ve been writing again! I explained in an entire post about my struggling relationship with writing this year and that lasted through August, but then in September, it came back to me. July was supposed to be for reading and writing, but it ended up for mostly reading. In September is where I had the most time to write in months and fell back in love with it. As a planned writing focus month, September had always been the month I planned to finish writing the first draft of the novel I started (and won with) during NaNoWriMo 2016. I conquered the challenge and wrote 50,000 words in a month, but the book was nowhere finished (about halfway) so I began the journey to finish it in September. And while I didn’t quite finish (still working on it into October with a few thousand words left to go), I wrote nearly every day for that month and it felt great. I think of all my goals and plans, I’m most proud of battling my relationship with writing and coming out the other end back in love. My plan for October is to finish that draft, write a few short stories, and outline for NaNoWriMo 2017, which will be all of November’s free time, and I’ll be taking a most needed writing break in December, just writing when I want with no real goal. I need to write without a plan, without a set target for just a minute. Then I’ll get back to goal setting in the new year.
I’m doing well with reading!!! As of right now, I’ve finished 18 books. That’s worlds away from the 5 I had read by the middle of the year. I lowered my goal to 30 on Goodreads but only because I didn’t want to think about too many books. I’m not worried about not reaching 30 but I am worried about not reaching 35. It may be like 32. So I just adjusted so I could quickly bump it to 35 if I get there. It makes sense in my head. October is another reading month and so is December, so I’m hopeful.
I’ve been watching films left and right this year, just none of them in a theater. I’m starting to think I should just forget about that goal. Actually, I am. Forget the five in theaters goal, I just want to see more films period. I can’t seem to get to the theater lately and that’s fine. Next year, I’m setting the goal to a total number and ditching the in theaters and at home distinction. I’ve watched 17 fils so far this year, so I’m only 3 away of my goal (and I literally have two new DVDs so that won’t be hard, plus I always get movies for Christmas and watch them between then and the new year, so I’ll definitely reach a total of at least 25 which is my total films watched goal. So that’s okay with me. I think I’m going to just have a total films number next year.
I haven’t made a single film projected. I started one, I started a new video, but lost interest. I started planning more, but lost interest. It’s just not my priority this year, and that’s okay too. I wrote Anya, my short film and that’s good enough for this year. Maybe in the next few months I’ll be inspired to do something else, but I know it won’t be anywhere close to three videos.
I’ve been falling behind on this one. I’ve gained some weight back, I’ve been going for less walks, and stopped tracking everything with my Fitbit and MyFitnessPal app. But in September, I started to use Audible which helped me get back into going for my morning walks, listening to some audiobooks while in between podcast episodes (also bringing up my read books!) and that’s been great. In October, I’m planning to start a new diet plan and get back into it so I don’t lose control over the winter with the holidays, as I’ve done in the past.
Still posting one picture for each day, still liking it. Thought, it’s becoming more and more difficult to remember to post every day, and I end up having to scramble and post like five in a row to catch up. Quality is being affected, so I’ll be working on that.
So far, this year is going not how I wanted with goals. But does it ever go well? I do think with every year, I’m learning what works for me, so next year, I know what I can handle, what’s attainable and what’s too lofty. It’s disappointing but I’m okay with that. I have a lot of interests and plans and goals and I just have to learn how to balance it all.
Writing and I have always had a love for each other. Even in the bad times. But this year, I’ve truly been questioning whether I love the idea of writing more than actually writing.
I know that last time I posted about writing, it was about how I write through a creative slump. That was in June, I said I was just in a slump. Well, that slump turned into something much worse for me.
It’s been a ridiculously fast-paced, busy summer and being able to carve out time to write became even more difficult than usual. To be honest, I started to fall out of love with writing a little—I started to get frustrated with not having time to write, and when I did have brief moments to do it, I’d get frustrated because nothing I wrote came easy, it wasn’t good, it didn’t feel right. I longed for that time to write, but when it came, I regretted opening my computer or notebook. And so, I think I actually started pushing it away, purposely letting some extra free time go unused. I started to wonder if I just loved the idea of writing more than actually writing. If I loved the story, loved the ideas, but hated the actual act of getting it from mind to paper. Because I’d become so disinterested in sitting down to do it, so resentful for having this be my passion, that I started to regret my decision to even pursue it.
And then, this September, while the summer’s busyness died down, I started to finish the novel I’d started during NaNoWriMo last year like I’d planned to do since the beginning of the year. I wasn’t expecting anything special about it, I just thought I’d trudge through the last few thousand words so the damn thing would be finished and I could check it off my goal list, not liking it, just doing it because I thought I had to. But once I got back into it, once I had more time to do it, once I fell back into the world with those characters, I unexpectedly started to enjoy it again. I started to love it again. I fell back in love with the words, with the routine of sitting down every day for an hour or more, and even fell in back in love with the mental exhaustion that comes with it. And I’m so happy that I’ve found that love again.
I found my passion again, I’m excited to write every day, and I’m constantly trying to sneak in an hour or two to write. It’s something I haven’t felt in months and months and I’m so overjoyed that that feeling is back.
So now that I’ve fallen back in love with writing, I have so many plans—most of which is a renewed excitement for the goals I’d already set for the year.
I posted a while ago about writing a new story (about Book E) and my plans for the rest of the year with my writing goals. So far, I’ve been doing fairly well. The summer was very busy, so the first draft of Book E has been on the back burner as of late, though I’ve finished a few chapters and like where it’s going (well, where it will go because I started, as I usually do, during the climax of the book).
But, for the month of September, I took even more time away from Book E because I wanted to finish my NaNoWriMo novel from 2016. I finished last November with 50,000 words, however the book was far from finished. So, I’ve been working on finishing the first draft all of September and hopefully will be done by mid-October.
So this month, I want to focus on two things: 1) coming up with a story and outlining for NaNoWriMo 2017 and 2) write a few short stories. I’ve written short stories in the past, but really haven’t in a long time, and want to do more. So then in November, I’ll be doing NaNoWriMo 2017 with a new first draft of a book and then in December I’ll get back to Book E. That seems like a long time to be away from it, but, honestly, that’s how I work on most projects. I do write them in chunks, when I can, jumping between projects.
Well, those are my goals for the rest of the year, but I also wanted to post about something I’ve been doing a little on the side. After watching Ariel Bissett’s video about her buying a typewriter, I decided to dig out my grandfather’s typewriter that he gave me—also, the very same typewriter I started my very first written story on—and started writing. I set it up at a special desk and used it a few times a week, for about a month. I wrote mostly a history of the world in which several of my books are set, writing it in a short story format. It’s been a lot of fun. I love the typewriter, I love the no distractions, I love the permanence of the words, and I honestly feel like I write better, more purposely while using it. Though, because I’m just learning to peck at the keys, I’m much much slower!
September doesn’t seem like it should even be here let alone be over. But it is and though I love autumn and Halloween and everything that comes with this time of year, it’s strange to already be here. September had a lot of great things in it, though, and here are some of my favorites.
I recently purchased an iPad and have fallen in love. My MacBook’s battery has been iffy lately and I haven’t been able to unplug it from the charger without it shutting down immediately, and with my job, the convenience of an iPad would work well. So far, I love it, and most of my favorites have to do with it:
While working on my illustration skills, I downloaded the Procreate app for iPhone a long time ago, liking it but not loving it. Now with the iPad, I purchased the Procreate app for iPad and love it. It’s an incredible app for illustrating on – it has incredible features, layers, tools. It’s wonderful and easy to use. I’ve been playing around with it all month and can’t wait to work with it more.
As a writer, I use Scrivener on my computer exclusively for any project I’m working on. With the convenience of the iPad, I’ve been able to sync my projects (through Dropbox) simply and easily to use the Scrivener app for iPad. It’s amazing. Once a week, I’m the passenger of a one hour drive, there and back, and have been able to (among other things) write while on the go and it’s been great. I don’t particularly love typing long form on an iPad, so I’m working on the right orientation and angle that is most comfortable, but the app itself is wonderful.
Polarr and ColorStory are two digital photo editing apps I’ve been working with on the iPad. They’re not perfect and I know there’s better ones, but I found these to be great while wanting to edit a few pictures. Polarr has some good filters and lighting editing, and ColorStory has a few filters I like and some effects that are cool.
Makeba – Jain
I first heard this song on a Levi’s commercial a few weeks ago an fell in love. It’s such a cool, fun song that is literally the perfect example of my favorite type of music. Jain is a French artist and I’ve since fallen in love, but this song continues to be my favorite. I’ve been listening on repeat almost ever since buying it.
Z by Therese Anne Fowler
This novel is a fictionalized version of the life of Zelda Fitzgerald, artist, writer, and wife of the famous writer F. Scott Fitzgerald. The story chronicles her life from meeting Scott and all their struggles and successes throughout their life. They lived through the Roaring Twenties, directly in the middle of the Gatsby-like parties and the rise of modern art. It’s a great read, completely hooking me in right away. I really couldn’t put it down—I had to force myself to go to bed. It’s fascinating, about a decade I love, and is paced so well that I was never once bored, and with the shorter chapter lengths, I just kept reading and reading and reading.
I’ve been hearing about Audible forever, and as someone who is subscribed to a lot of YouTube channels, I hear about it almost daily. But I never tried it because I didn’t think I liked audiobooks. But boy was I wrong. I love them. I listen to podcasts on my walk, but when I don’t have a new episode to listen to, I usually just listen to music. And then I started a free trial of Audible and got two free credits (TWO WHOLE AUDIOBOOKS FOR FREE) and now I’m hooked. I can get even MORE reading done this way. I was unsure of the $15 a month for a while, but hadn’t realized that you get a credit every month with that. So really, it’s just like buying one audiobook a month. I don’t know if I’ll continue, but I’ve been loving it so far. I’ve been listening to Norse Mythology by Neil Gaiman and preordered Call Me By Your Name by Andre Aciman.
And that’s my September! I’m very excited for October, as it’s my favorite month of the year, even if I’m upset that it’s already here.
One of my goals for the year of 2017 was to post more on Instagram, specifically posting once a day (or at least one post per day of the year, because sometimes I forget to post for a day or two and I have to post several in a row to catch up) and so far, I’ve been doing great! I wanted to focus more on photography and posting quality pictures (though, sometimes I just post random pictures of whatever I’m doing that day) and flexing my photography skills more. I used to do a lot of photography in high school but sort of stopped doing it recently and wanted to get into it again.
Sometimes I take a few pictures in a day and post them sporadically, sometimes I post whatever is happening that day, or post an old picture from high school. Most of them are new, however, and a lot of them are just snapping my day-to-day life, but a good amount are thought-out photographs and special ones captured on a whim.
I’ve also had a lot of fun editing pictures—recently, I’ve been using the ColorStory app for effects and filters, and Polarr for more advanced editing and some great filters, too. Sometimes the Instagram filters and editing are fine, but these apps are great.
So far this year, these are the best I’ve posted/my favorites of 2017:
So, the last time I made an update about my illustrations was in May. I hate to say it, but I haven’t had much time to work on a whole lot. But I have done a few and I think I’ve improved, just from looking at the ones I posted back in May. I haven’t been sketching every day like I’d planned and the summer has been so busy, I haven’t been working with my Copic markers or doing anything too elaborate. I’ve wanted to do more animals and take a shot at some landscapes. I haven’t done a lot, but I’ve done a few that I’m proud of.
Here’s some illustrations and doodles I’ve done over the summer: